Life of Corey

Sat, 10 Jul 2004 00:54:52 GMT

Someone post something. Its been a few days.

It didnt last long

Wed, 07 Jul 2004 23:29:58 GMT

Yea... I remember why I got so upset when I read all the things lindsey posts. I mean... Look at her more recent ones. They all simply say "I'm right, I know I'm right!" Well I got news for you... I KNOW I'm right too... Hmmmmm, what does that suggest? I think it suggests that because she believes in her oppinion more than mine she think she's absolutely right.. You see this is what Megan was talking about. She can't see my perspective, or Megans.

It's sad because the whole time I've known her she's always takin her problems out on her friends. She is unable to take any responsibility for anything. Lindsey, Did you ever think the reason I would ignor you while we were dating was YOUR fault? No. You blamed Megan, of all people, for "stealing the guy you like". And you blamed margy for "Making out with your boyfriend". Yea, paranoia and blaming ppl for NO REASON, is a HUGE turn off. It was your fault, not mine. I know you like to blame me for "bringing emotions to the surface" but I didnt. YOU did. Of course I dont want to be with someone who CONSTANTLY believes I'm cheating on her with her friends. Not to mention you never confronted ME. Intsead you kept true to your nature and immediately blamed your friends.

What are you thinking now? "What has Corey done?" . Lot's. When I found out how lindsey treats her friends, especially the ones as good as braden, like shit for HELPING her, I overreacted. Yes I did. But my overreacting lead to Lindsey overreacting and here we are. The whole while we both believe we are 100% correct. Of course Lindsey gets a little confidence when Tony agree's with her every whim. I dont mean to offend annyone but ever since they started dating he's been jumping to her defense at the drop of a hair. That tells me that he has only begun defending Lindsey because he was dating her. Before that he was "Not taking sides" etc etc. Anyways, the confidence Lindsey gets from tony and from braden really influenced her increasingly absurd posts. Lately it's simply been "I'm right. I know I'm right. People agree with me, that I'm right.". Like I said, I too think I'm 100% right. Of course she cant see that, but I wouldnt expect her to.

Lindsey, you say everything is now MY FAULT! how!? PLEASE tell me how it's 100% my fault. If memory serves me well it was you getting mad at your friends for trying to help you that started this. You were just mad because I refused to be your friend when you treated me like that. Real mature missy... Acting like that because you didnt get your own way. You are mad because I wouldnt let you suck me back into your manipulation by saying "sorry". Sorry doesnt cut it, especialy when you'll just do it again.

The biggest problem is being stubborn, no? You cant admit you were wrong, and I cant admit I overreacted. Simple as that.. But now, without admiting you were wrong, you pretend to be the bigger person and "stop replying". Fine, be that way, but your only running away because you know your wrong. You've always known, you simply get mad when people address it. Look at the way you treat megan, for agreeing with me on a few points. Like always you blame others.. O well.

I'm done now... Feel free to reply lindsey, it's not continueing the arguement, it's ending it. I admit I've blandly been an asshole, just to piss you off, I admite that I overreacted. Can you admit your faults?!

P.S: I'll tell everyone right now that my last post was BULLSHIT. I mean, saying things like "Lindsey was beautiful". Lol, I'm sure most of you figured the bs out, but in case you didnt....

The last, but not least.

Wed, 07 Jul 2004 08:07:10 GMT

The events that have unfolded over the course of the past few weeks caused quite the calamity. I have a few things to say regarding them:

Before I start I must say I do not believe in "emo".
However, you all seem to love the stuff, so i'll write my story in a very emotistical manner. Which I think I can accomplish quite easily.

To begin I would like to take us back, into the past to recall the true story... (roll star wars intro, where the words are angled slightly back and slowly drift into the distance).

One fateful night I met a girl named lindsey. She was no ordinary girl, to be sure, but there she was. In Braden's Living room along with andy. I cant remember where we went that night, somewhere in Bradens car, but I remember glancing over, seeing return glances... The girl beside me in the back seat emanating not only Intelligence, but an aura that shone brilliantly. She was beautiful.

Over the next week or so we found ourselves getting to know eachother. Of course only through Braden... And Andy was ever there, always pushing to get his 2 cents in. I decided to invite her to coffee night, an enthralling experience to be sure. I thought she would enjoy it, and she did. Somewhere in there was a... hotel incident. It is unimportant and nothing exciting happened there, in the least.

We never really got a chance that friday night. I began talking to megan about things past, memories. I drifted away from the hustle of busy street sounds and the ocasional howl the wind would let out. Drifted into happy times, times Megan and I both remember well. I never got a chance to talk to the girl in the aerosmith t-shirt. On the walk home from Megans I offered my sweater, knowing I would bet wet, cold, miserable, but it made me happy knowing I was helping, If only in that small way.

Unfortunately what happened that night and an incident involving Margy, there was some doubt. Some conflict. I could hear only the dim humming of a chainsaw in the backround as I read megans words on msn. "Lindsey is mad at me." Controversy. Later, more is found between Margy and Lindsey...

A movie night, to relieve the stress and conflict. At my house. We watched the wonderful piece "Big fish". Somewhere, between the glances from tony and braden, I felt lindsey's hand, ever coming nearer. Panic, fear, anxiety. All rush through my body. Heart pounding, pores condensating, breath quickening. I reached over, and clasped my humid fingers around hers. This was it. We continued watching the movie together, on the couch. Both of us a little more relaxed.

We found ourselves dating the next day, but with this brings to problems, and new need for solutions. My problems. Problems from times before, feelings unable to be subdued. End.

No, it didnt last long at all, but perhaps for the better good. Or so I thought. Step after step, day after day things progressed, got worse. tension heightened, emotions stirred, a broken vile of displeasure, it's contents infecting everyone involved.

Look what the infectious disease has evolved into. Behold, the misery and misfortune that has been caused by tension, jealousy, misunderstanding and eventually anger. Anger can easily turn into hate. Hate, that drowns us in a pool of our own self righteousness. Hate is what this has become. Look where we are now, read posts prior to this.

This, my friends, is the true story. Like it or not. You have read enough allow me to get to the point:

The events proceeding the breakup have indeed, evoled to what you see on live journal. In fact, I have stopped using live journal for any purpose, other than fueling my hatred for lindsey. I'm tired, no exhausted. And I'm done. I look back at the posts now and see how foolish I am, have been. The futile arguement of two indivuduals is relentless when both are as stubborn as we have been.

I beg you all to forgive me now, as this will be one of FEW chances you shall get. As you can tell I do not take lightly to the situation and would do it again if provoked. Lindsey, I still strongly believe that you are wrong. In fact, you ARE wrong. But does that make me right? No. It doesnt. Ironically, the very fact that neither would back down from their defense was the very cause of our downfall.

Tony, your interference had no bearing on the situation to me. I know it did to lindsey, but your defensive actions and side taking with Lindsey was no way to help the situation.

and Andy, as your body, your mind lurks in the shadow's. Perhaps you should find the hiding place before you hurl yourself into a battle of words.

You say.. I cant get over something. Now is a good time to explain to me what that was, because even I know nothing of it. As well as my hidden problems you speak of. I'm addressing lindsey btw.

I have said all this, in hopes that I can enjoy my holiday, as much as possible. You win. You truly are the better person, the better friend and the better fighter. I salute you.

The store...

Tue, 06 Jul 2004 18:09:58 GMT

I went to the store... I bought bread... I ate bread... I saw megan outside of said store... It was exciting... We ate bread. We enjoyed the day.

Goodbye, nice day fellows.

NEW RECORD!!!!

Mon, 05 Jul 2004 07:36:27 GMT

Hell's yea!! I have officially set a new record. With a whopping 35 comments (and counting) to my post "HEy STOON!!" I have set the controversy record. Entangling 3 other people other than myself into an argument, which, I obviously won because I'm always right. Not to mention my beliefs are ALWAYS correct, and anyone who disagree's is obviously wrong. 35!!! If you haven't read it, you should. It's an interesting bit, to be sure.

On the same topic I am completely drained today. I basically spent most of the day responding to comments and arguing with hypocrites so let me tell you: It's exhausting.

It's late, I should be off, however, before I go I'll leave you wiht some brain candy:

What's Ugly, Annoying, Hypocritical but somehow always manages to manipulate good people!?

I wont give you the answer, but i'm sure you'll get it.

P.S: Hey kids, The drinking bone's connected to the Party bone. The party bone is connected to the staying out all night long. She don't think it's funny and you'll wind up all alone and the lonely bone's connected to the Drinking bone!

HEy STOON!!

Fri, 02 Jul 2004 07:33:43 GMT

Wtf is up? Man its canada day and i'm here in clalgary! where are you?! Yea i'm having quite the time.... You LO53R's are missing out... Its so niec out here//... No stress, no nothing... It's 2:30 and ive done more sh1t than ivedonne in my life/. i'mm totally relaxed though.. I realy needed a brake and i'm happy tp have it.. i
;; still miss yu guys but thjat doesdnt meany i ca g enjopy my time 9out here. See you guysd wehn oi return! BB!!

P.S: Yea.... My bad, [please forgive me megan.. I know i'm a stupid asshole but whategver... It''s my first time and I'm sorry... I dont want to dissapoint you and you're myu good friend.. plz forgive m,e.. good night!!

For tomorow has plans...

Tue, 29 Jun 2004 09:23:07 GMT

Today was... exciting!!!!....... yea... ahem...I... went to tony's and... played magic and watched Tony play ffviii. Woot.

But TOMORROW!!! Woa boy, do I ever have plans. Tonight I made plans, big plans, for much-os excitement tomorrow, with Megan. The conversation that follows documents the exact events that will occur throught the duration of Tuesday, June 29th/04:
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øº°¤¯`·._)~¿Corey?~(¯`·._øº°¤*The squeaky wheel gets the grease* says:

what r u doing tomorow

øº°¤¯`·._)~¿Corey?~(¯`·._øº°¤*The squeaky wheel gets the grease* says:

???

>dumb< .she loves him more than he will ever know.. he loves her more than he will ever show. says:

something with u remember

øº°¤¯`·._)~¿Corey?~(¯`·._øº°¤*The squeaky wheel gets the grease* says:

thats what i thought

>dumb< .she loves him more than he will ever know.. he loves her more than he will ever show. says:

haha ya

øº°¤¯`·._)~¿Corey?~(¯`·._øº°¤*The squeaky wheel gets the grease* says:

but..."{[(what)]}"

>dumb< .she loves him more than he will ever know.. he loves her more than he will ever show. says:

well we can frolick around or something it will be nice outside

øº°¤¯`·._)~¿Corey?~(¯`·._øº°¤*The squeaky wheel gets the grease* says:

watch it rain and typhoon and earthquake...

øº°¤¯`·._)~¿Corey?~(¯`·._øº°¤*The squeaky wheel gets the grease* says:

to spite us

>dumb< .she loves him more than he will ever know.. he loves her more than he will ever show. says:

haha damnit

>dumb< .she loves him more than he will ever know.. he loves her more than he will ever show. says:

those damn typhoons that happen in saskatoon. and those earthquakes too

øº°¤¯`·._)~¿Corey?~(¯`·._øº°¤*The squeaky wheel gets the grease* says:

yea i know... and with our luck

>dumb< .she loves him more than he will ever know.. he loves her more than he will ever show. says:

SIGH

øº°¤¯`·._)~¿Corey?~(¯`·._øº°¤*The squeaky wheel gets the grease* says:

MMMMMMM

øº°¤¯`·._)~¿Corey?~(¯`·._øº°¤*The squeaky wheel gets the grease* says:

cheese wiz + crackers = X

>dumb< .she loves him more than he will ever know.. he loves her more than he will ever show. says:

cheese whiz = paper bags

>dumb< .she loves him more than he will ever know.. he loves her more than he will ever show. says:

how about real cheese + crackers = x

øº°¤¯`·._)~¿Corey?~(¯`·._øº°¤*The squeaky wheel gets the grease* says:

X = garbage

øº°¤¯`·._)~¿Corey?~(¯`·._øº°¤*The squeaky wheel gets the grease* says:

too dry

>dumb< .she loves him more than he will ever know.. he loves her more than he will ever show. says:

frolicking in the bushes and fields with the unicorns and lollipops = x

øº°¤¯`·._)~¿Corey?~(¯`·._øº°¤*The squeaky wheel gets the grease* says:

Crackers + Pure fat Extract ( Lard ) = 2x + Mad cow desease

>dumb< .she loves him more than he will ever know.. he loves her more than he will ever show. says:

crackers + megan = yum - mad cow disease

øº°¤¯`·._)~¿Corey?~(¯`·._øº°¤*The squeaky wheel gets the grease* says:

That ='s 2 ( terminal illness) / Cloging arteries

>dumb< .she loves him more than he will ever know.. he loves her more than he will ever show. says:

and with our luck, there's probably asbestos where we plan to eat them therefore causing lung cancer too

øº°¤¯`·._)~¿Corey?~(¯`·._øº°¤*The squeaky wheel gets the grease* says:

Mhm, but fortunately, before the cancer can kill us, will be trampled by 100 stampeding Mamoths, only after getting stung to parlyzm by killer bee's

>dumb< .she loves him more than he will ever know.. he loves her more than he will ever show. says:

but fortuntately on top of that... we will have the opportunity to jump on a trampoline, swim in a nice pool, and frolick with unicorns prior to the before-effects of cancer... as you previously stated

øº°¤¯`·._)~¿Corey?~(¯`·._øº°¤*The squeaky wheel gets the grease* says:

Yup. But unfortunately the unicorn will go insane and stomp us into a catatonic state

>dumb< .she loves him more than he will ever know.. he loves her more than he will ever show. says:

but, at least in our hearts we will know we have finally met a unicorn

øº°¤¯`·._)~¿Corey?~(¯`·._øº°¤*The squeaky wheel gets the grease* says:

Yea. And we'll always have eachother

>dumb< .she loves him more than he will ever know.. he loves her more than he will ever show. says:

even if we die and are buried in completely different graveyards

øº°¤¯`·._)~¿Corey?~(¯`·._øº°¤*The squeaky wheel gets the grease* says:

yea, and any and all possible connections between us will be destroyed as to never be recovered/discovered

>dumb< .she loves him more than he will ever know.. he loves her more than he will ever show. says:

yeah since god doesnt exist therefore meaning heaven doesnt we will do nothing more but rot in the ground slowly as all our friends and family members forget about us

øº°¤¯`·._)~¿Corey?~(¯`·._øº°¤*The squeaky wheel gets the grease* says:

yea, never knowing we were ever friends. And living hapier as we decay in our filthy graves

øº°¤¯`·._)~¿Corey?~(¯`·._øº°¤*The squeaky wheel gets the grease* says:

tomorow will be a good day

øº°¤¯`·._)~¿Corey?~(¯`·._øº°¤*The squeaky wheel gets the grease* says:

cant wait

>dumb< .she loves him more than he will ever know.. he loves her more than he will ever show. says:

i can hardly wait

>dumb< .she loves him more than he will ever know.. he loves her more than he will ever show. says:

hahah

>dumb< .she loves him more than he will ever know.. he loves her more than he will ever show. says:

nice

øº°¤¯`·._)~¿Corey?~(¯`·._øº°¤*The squeaky wheel gets the grease* says:

lol

>dumb< .she loves him more than he will ever know.. he loves her more than he will ever show. says:

hopefully we can get all our plans done tomororow tho. hopefully we wont have to save the actual dying till tomorrow. ... that could be painful

>dumb< .she loves him more than he will ever know.. he loves her more than he will ever show. says:

til tomorrow tomorrow*

>dumb< .she loves him more than he will ever know.. he loves her more than he will ever show. says:

as in wednesday

øº°¤¯`·._)~¿Corey?~(¯`·._øº°¤*The squeaky wheel gets the grease* says:

yed

øº°¤¯`·._)~¿Corey?~(¯`·._øº°¤*The squeaky wheel gets the grease* says:

yes

>dumb< .she loves him more than he will ever know.. he loves her more than he will ever show. says:

precisely
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So, as u can see, it will be an extremely eventful day =). See you sometime.... Hopefully.

Megan is the sexiet girl...

Sun, 20 Jun 2004 23:06:53 GMT

"Megan is the sexiest girl in the world. I want in her skirt... Or i just want to wear it." Yup, it's true. Megan is the sexiest girl in the world, and I DO want in her skirt.. (Also to wear it but shhhhh, we don't talk about that).

On friday, after finals, I went to bowmen to meat the sexy devil we call Megan. From there we spent the day at her house until we went to coffee, which we happened to arrive at ON TIME, or shall I say early!? I prefer to say we were early bc everyone else was late. Being early we hung out in the back alleys of downtown saskatoon waiting for ppl to show up, but after about 30 mins of no one coming we were getting ready to leave. Just then... WHAM!!! Andy shows up with his stylish coat and hat, appearing in ninja fashion as usual. Dazzled and amazed, Megan, Vicky and I approached Andy and began waiting, again, for Tony. He did arrive... With lindsey which, to say the least, was a bit surprising. I figured she didn't like me to the point of not showing up, but turns out she didn't know I was going to be there either so it made things quite awkward. After SHITTY service at Olympia and no tip we made our way to Tony's and ended up playing video games.

As a whole the only part I really enjoy was Megan's extreme sexiness. But I was even denied that once we got to Tony's due to disclosed reasons.. The whole awkwardness with Lindsey and the overwhelming fatigue didnt go well together, so I ended up feeling rather angry.

Due to lack of sleep on friday I slept all of saturday (pretty well) and as a
result decided to stay up all night to fix my sleeping pattern. Tony, agreeing to struggle through it with me, came over and basically we played cards and or video games all night.. Sigh, we're such nerds..N.E.R.D = NOT EVEN REALLY DORKY!!!

Anyways Megan's hot. Until next time folks...

BTW: Feel free to come to coffee.. the more the merrier and its not improving... same coffee time, same coffee place.(unless otherwise specified).

Religion? I've been through this before...

Mon, 14 Jun 2004 07:39:54 GMT

Actual Factual stuff - Today I did a lot of math, needless to say that ruined my day.. Not to mention the almost unbearable stress from the constant threat of failure in all my classes.. Thank the lord its almost over... One more week, one more week...

*** Ironic I should say "Thank the lord"... You'll understand why in a few more moments of reading. ***

If you're anyone who knows me, and I mean knows me, you would know that I have this unquenchable bitterness toward religion. Yea, yea, cry me a river (sung by none other than Justin), I'm insensitive to those who might actually like wasting their lives following a set of rules and staying within a limited set of boundaries. Think about this when you wake up every morning, or before you go to bed every night, that is, when you pray. Think to yourself "Why? Why do I believe in this figure known only as "god" (or a god/gods depending on your religion)?? Where, is my proof? Where is the slightest piece of evidence that the reason I don't drink, and have casual sex with women(or men) is a worthwhile cause?! Why am I crippling what I KNOW I have for something that MIGHT be!?". Ask yourself these questions.

I sure do. Religion? I've been through this before. It was a dark and stormy night.(All good stories begin on a dark and stormy night.) Not your typical rainy, thundery storm, but a snow stormy night. Yes, it's Christmas, it's Christmas, it's finally christmas! I've waited so long just to spread Christmas cheer! Well anyways, this one fateful, stormy night, the inevitable question arose to my parents. "Does Santa, Saint Nicolas, exist!?". Need I say more? We all know what the answer was(and if you don't your parents were horrible lying bastards, who obviously don't want you and think you were a mistake).

I don't believe in fairy tales, but this is worse! You expect me to get up every sunday, goto a "Church", which btw is NOT necessary for any religion though it is made out to be, and learn how to sacrifice things from my life in the hopes of something no one has ANY proof will happen. NO *BLANK*ING WAY!

I'm done, thats all i have to say. One last word though... I do not dispute the existence of God, I only object to religion. It's ridiculous. As for now I'll just enjoy what I KNOW I have, while I have it. Whatever happens later I'll deal with. *burns in hell for all eternity*

Emotion Locomotion

Sat, 12 Jun 2004 10:32:07 GMT

**** I'd like to begin by saying: Sorry, all post were.... postponed until now due to lack of internet. But do enjoy my posts, a lot to catch up on****

OC... Operation Coffee... Dare I say "Operation Restraint?". Yes indeed, a great level of restraint was necessary to maintain the enjoyment of the other attendee's, which, btw, is dwindling seemingly every week that passes. "why?" one might ask(about my restraint, not the dwindling population of OC)? Well it all started a long long time ago...

Because of certain events involving Lindsey and I(If you don't know, you should'nt), a large deal of commotion and emotion evolved. Yes indeed, the "Emotion Locomotion", if you will, (hehe sorry.) was pushed into gear, roared away, and, to date, the screeching echo of railroads goes unheard. Thus, my story becomes a metaphor:

Every spike in a railroad is given a functional location and a mathematical symmetry holds the rails stable. But even the most careful and accurate constructors miss, on occasion, and the result is quite catastrophic. Well it's my misfortune to say that the constructor of this railroad missed a very crucial spike. Upon contact of the "Emotion Locomotion" with the unstable piece of railing came a huge collision: Conjunctions of emotions and feelings were spilled into the open and our derailed Locomotion is left with a sense of loneliness and self pity. Woe is it.

The few weeks passing after the described incident were quite hectic. The blaming, the crying, the woe being it. Several hearts went out in attempts to aid our friendly Locomotion but the ungrateful sloth-of-a-train decided that it was far too good for any sympathy and retaliated with deep, hurtful insults and blame.

That is what caused need for unfathomable restraint tonight at our beloved Coffee night. After the retaliation of the Locomotion I walk away with no emotion left. Save pity. I pity the Locomotion for its inability to be thankful, to appreciate what is given to it and most of all for it's inability to grow up and accept consequences of its own doing. Not many a thing sinks you lower than blaming your every inperfection(the previous typo is YOUR fault... YOU being the reader, shame on you) on others, let alone on what most would call "Friends".

Sigh... Well I suppose this means "bye bye" to pleasurable friday evenings and unbelievably relaxing late night strolls. Being one person I find it difficult exert that amount of restraint on a weekly basis, therefore, I can no longer attend.

I have more to catch up on but, for now, I think either I've confused you enough or your board to tears. This metaphorical writing tires me anyways.

Final fantasy! (the last)

Sun, 30 May 2004 09:55:57 GMT

Since 1989 we've been told by SquareSoft (clearly) that the first fantasy would definitely be the last. However, due to certain evidence I have concluded that this information is innacurate. As I found myself earlier today playing the tenth "Final" Fantasy, part 2 a sudden realization burst into my thoughts, very unnexpectedly, and now, SquareSoft's biggest secret has been revealed!

It is the year 2004 I believe and the creation of Final Fantasy 12 is underway. This means the 14th "Final" addition to the series will be coming out in the near future. PHEW, thank god. At least this one will be the last,(*cough*cough*)
i'm sick of killing things in a slow paced addictive manner. But Square, Dont stop making them!

That being said I would like to get on to ACTUAL events of my day. The original plan was to go out for a movie with Megan, but unfortunately that failed because of certain details. So instead we decided to just rent some movies and hang out at my house. Eventually "Megan and I" turned into "Megan, Vicky, Braden, Lindsey, Nick and I". Its ok though, the more the merrier! Anyways we watched "Big Fish" and "Kill Bill" (yes that awful, realistic movie). In general I enjoyed my night.

*** Sorry tony, odly enough I felt u should have been there. This thought came reasonless in the middle of the night... Hmm..***

Memories are great, but thats all they are.

Sat, 29 May 2004 09:46:10 GMT

Yes, again Operation Coffee achieved its main goal: To enlarge the link of friends to each who attends, and to advance the relationships between those who are already linked.

Attendee,'s who weren't with us last week:

Royce, Lindsey,Bret and my most excellent friend Megan.

Unfortunately the following were unable to attend:

Nick, Ishy
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The majority of the night went as per the usual. We arrived at Olympia Family restaurant at approx. 11:00. After coffee (and milkshakes) we drove to andy's house and unloaded the cars and went for our usual late night walk. This time however, we chose a different rout. Instead of taking a circular rout heading back to Tony's we went straight and ended up at the river. Continuing on we found ourselves at Megans house and with the loss of one of the nights Attendee,'s we made our way back to what I shall now refer to as "The Meeting Place", which is pretty well in front of andy's or in Tony's apartment parking lot. A fair rain poured on the way back, but we made it alive (most of us anyways).

Somewhere during that 2-3 hour period, and during one of my conversation i've come to a realization. Something I pondered on the return trip. Everything we do, every action made now contributes to later life in one minor way or another. Without knowing it you are forming a memory no matter how trivial. Tonight I made my own journey into lands long lost, almost forgotten, and I made the harsh realization that the world changes, friends come and go and places change. I remember the way things used to be and, for a moment, wished it were all the same, wished that nothing had changed.

The rumble of city streets and the damp smell of fresh rain rushed back to me. I took a look around me, tried to accept how things were. And I did. My journey to the past this night has reminded me of something I told me self time and time again. Sure things are different now, and maybe for the worse but still we look to tomorrow and although different, tomorrow is never bad enough to dwell on what is passed. Memories are a treasure to behold indeed, but every memory we forge teaches us something new, and without them (good or bad) we wouldnt be where we are today. Who we are today. The future holds many more memories to be forged and with them more lessons to be taught. Memories are great, but thats all they are.

No work to do in 4th and 5th + boredom = Early Hometime.

Fri, 28 May 2004 18:33:36 GMT

With a spare in 3rd and no work to do in 4th and 5th periods, where would u be!? I know where I would be. I'm there now.

This raises an interesting question however:
What will be done with the time i'm not using for school!? The answer is obvious. I will do nothing productive or educational. Simply I will be here, more than likely on the computer all afternoon, waiting for something exciting to happen. Makes me wonder what I actually accomplish by skipping. O well, I cant say I dislike it!

Tonight is the infamous "Coffee Night". It excites me every friday. A shout out to Tony for the organization and the idea. Coffee night is not about the coffee, or the restaurant its about being with a group of friends, and very unique conversations we share. Tony and I plan to take a trip to this past this Coffee Night, as I am bringing along my super nintendo from way back in the day.

But alas, I must away. The day is young and I have much "nothing" to accomplish.

BTW: Coffee night is 11:00 tonight at Olympia family restaurant. Be there.

From now and for later

Thu, 27 May 2004 06:26:31 GMT

Well, I now have a live journal. I cant really tell u anything exciting that happened to me today, but i would like to say "Happy Birthday Lindsey!". More posts and exciting installments to my life will be posted in time. This journal will be from now, but for later.